i am scared

i'm scared,

i'm scared of the threat calls.
threat calls made by some big honchos of the industry.
i can't put names since i'm shit scared.
as he has promised to ruin my career.

if i am not scared he will send a letter(s) all around making sure i get black-listed.

i can't take names as i'm shit scared.

specially after the threat calls i started receiving from unknown numbers.
i got more scared.

i am scared to know the big guys.

i am scared to have known them ever.

i am scared that i was ever friends with them.

i am scared of people who were friends.



only thing that makes me happy.
now i know who my foes are.

atleast something to live for.

something to nurture.

something i am not scared of.